[i'm not really here, just keep walking.]




[no, really. there's nothing to see here, keep moving.]




[i'm really not interested in anything you're--



...oh, a cigarette? well.


i suppose i could stand er.. crouch here for a moment.]



[how have i been, you ask?

well, i'm alive aren't i? i can't do much complaining from there.
life has been a little of a switch for me with the whole 'on, off, on, off' drama.]




[more drama, you say? oh, i didn't need to stop in to know that was happening, haha.
there was really enough of it in my life that i doubt i needed more of this highschool bull, you know?]



[...yea, marriage is a big leap for me. and no one ever expected me to take it. hah, guess we shocked all of them.



...them? well, you know...



friends? sort of friends? i don't know if they are anymore.]








[come back, you say? no, no.

i certainly couldn't do that. never dream of it, i would.
certainly not after cutting all my ties to this and setting up ties else where, you know?

i can't just come back like that, too much of the past stains this place, can't you understand?]




[...i miss a lot of things, not just things on the web, you know.

well.]





[oh, yea. cigarette, thanks..

maybe i'll just, you know, stay for a while.
no promises though. i can't commit like that.]



[well that's different, though. that's more intimate, that's...
i don't know.]









[yea, i need a light.


...we'll see.]